update

Good morning;

     I say that to be polite,because it is anything but. I've been up since 2 am, the first 30 minutes of that I spent crying and feeling lots of pain and heartache. I finally got up at 3 am and dressed for work, though it's several hours befor I head there. So I headed out, to where I didn't know. I pulled out of the driveway, but due to the area I live in and the time of morning I had only 2 choices, Walmart or Waffle House, so due to the need of a few items I headed of course to Walmart. I had hoped to kill a couple hours looking around but the stock clerks were everywhere as were lots of pallets of merchandise, so after about 45 minutes I checked out and brought my items back to the house.

     It's 15 degrees out and rather windy but it felt good to me when I stepped out into the morning. When I got home and put away my items I decided I'd fix myself some hot cocoa and a couple pieces of toast, it was filling and tasty as I rarely do bread anymore, after finishing I went to the bathroom and decided to straighten my hair (I was going to just wear it tied up today) as I had so much time to kill before heading to work (due in at 8am). I got that done, checked email, read headlines, checked local events for my town and still it wasn't even 600am so I decided to write in this blog.

     Isn't my life a bowl of cherries. But at least I have a life, as so many in this world lost theirs last night. I do love my life, my family, my God, I'm just like all of you though I have junk that creeps in. Wouldn't life be much easier if people thought of others before themselves, cared how others felt or might feel. I put myself first earlier this year and while something good came from it, more bad came from it, I can tell you I learned a number of valuable lessons and I wont be forgetting them. In this season of giving and sharing, do BOTH and let the gift be YOU, your smile, your time, your love it's truly the greatest gift of all you know.

     Have a wonderful day :)